Friday, April 11th, 2008
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5:37 pm - shlep
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radtastic weekends:
blunts
magic brownies
guitars
best of all....
sleeeeeeeep
:]
im feeling insane
falling down the drain
not caring
almost too daring
the words flow
almost sinister slow
straight from my lips
down over my hips
rolling body
always naughty
a determined mind
not that sort of kind
drop some lore
through the floor
lost in time
floss on a dime
no beleevusjeezer
only my damning near
current mood:  relaxed
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Saturday, February 16th, 2008
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5:21 pm - new
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so basically
i cut myself
and my mom found out
and acted like it wasnt partly cause of her
and flipped
and threatened me
to get me to stop
but thats definitely not the way to do it
and i havent cut for awhile
purely cause im waiting for the chance to
and the drive
i think thats enough confession for today
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Saturday, November 10th, 2007
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2:21 am - sleep [is totally out of the question. st-st-st-stuttering]
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im intensely grinchin right now
[props to charlie for the word]
ive had such a beautiful night
i wish i had someone to share it with
:[
[telephone rings]
If I die and go to hell real soon,
it will appear to me as this room.
And for eternity I lay in bed
in my boxers, half stoned,
with the pillow under my head.
I'd be chatting on the interweb;
maggots pray upon the living dead.
I had no interest in the things she said.
On the phone every day,
I'll permanently hit the hay.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.
At this rate,
I'll be heading for electric chairs.
I'm only human with my cross to bear.
When she described her underwear
I forgot all the rules my rabbi taught me in the old schul.
01 - I can get sexual, too.
You're too young to be this empty girl
I'll prepare you for a sick dark world
Know that you'll be my downfall.
But I call and I call and I call.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet)
I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet)
I don't know what I want .(Met you on the internet)
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.
(Woah!)
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.
what a beautiful song
it makes me sad cause i dont have anybody to sing it to
ohhhhh, im so emo
what would it be like to have a doppelganger?
current mood:  drained
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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
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8:43 pm - loser
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erggh
my brain really needs to shut the fuck up
it wont stop thinking
about EVERYTHING
so i've finished miss misery
it was pretty fantastic
although you can tell the author got bored at the end
or just tired of differentiating
i watched 28 weeks later
now watching hostel
im scared
but its still on the sex
apparently i havent even gotten to the scary
how sad?
my life has boiled down to scary movies
and things that could never be
lame...
current mood:  cynical
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Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007
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6:51 pm - oh em gee/cursed
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oh shit this movie is scary
just thought i'd update to tell you all im alive
those of you who read this shit anyway
Hiiiii rawr
im going insane being grounded AND suspended
what do you do when you're in love with exactly the wrong person?
you forget about them right?
current mood:  confused
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Saturday, October 20th, 2007
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10:38 pm - My New LiveJournal
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So I've got this new LJ, and I realized that I cant treat this like MySpace, because 1 that kinda defeats the purpose of why I even got an LJ and 2 I'm such a dork that i would treat it like a MySpace
I got an LJ cause I'm reading this book called Miss Misery [i dunno if any of you have heard of it] and it was something so different, so exciting, and pretty fresh. This guy is writing a book about online diaries and he just so happens to be using LJ as his diary finder. He finds this girl that he's internet infatuated with and he remembers that he's online, so he makes up all this crap about his life. How he's always out partying and hooking up with chicks and DJing. Of course none of it is true. He looks at his diary one day and there's an entry he didn't put up, and the girl he's been stalking online has an entry that corresponds with his. He finds out that there is a guy living his LIFE!
But you guys dont care about that, the point is I got a LiveJournal because I wanted it to be like that, to meet someone in my life to go and party with and fall in love with. But then I realized that it could never happen cause that takes time and with my ADD always acting up[HA!] I wouldn't be so good at being attentive.
So anyhooooo, I think I'd just like to post all my mishaps and crazy times for all the world to see, because as we all know, whenever you put something on the internet, it will totally go away.
current mood:  curious
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